confidence destroyed

Just when my confidence was at the lowest,
i suddenly had this boost,
that boosted me to the peak again..
This kinda feeling sucks... (if u would convert it to the sense of smell, it'll smell like a bag of shit)
I feel so lost...
hmm, enough of that...
i'll continue writing on my daily journal here,
so that when i grow older,
i can come back here and remember the joys of my teen years. ( and say LAME!!)

Looks like i have to mug for chem once AGAIN...
Today, Ms Tay went through the chem homework i did'nt do...
i was confused about some questions..
luckily one of my friends explained the solution to me.
This proves that i wasn;t really ready for the test at all.
As of what thomas edison said:
sucess is 1% inspiration,99% hard work.
i will work hard for this coming test tommorow.
I will BE A NERD IF I HAVE TO. ( hey, wait ! i am 1)

well, school today was awesome !
the 1st period was chinese,
lols,
i did;nt hand up the homework to the wushu teacher again...
for the 1st time (Nahh, i think the record reached a 3 digit number)
the wushu teacher gave us some tips for the upcoming test..
i really don't wanna fail my chinese again...(although it's reallt tempting...)
so i'm gonna read those chinese words that i've highlighted till i get blind.
After the hua yu ke,
a group of people was standing outside my class,
the chinese teacher of group 1 was still teaching after the bell rang AGAIN,
he even locked us out of our classroom...(this made us super "happy"!)
that wasted like 5 mins of our PE time...
WDF? ( F stands for firetruck, also known as the word that starts with f and ends with uck)
The next period was PE,
i had a lot of fun,
playing basketball...
thought it lasted only 30 mins,
i was real happy about it and energized.
the PE lesson was like a bottle of gatoride,
it made me hyper energetic for awhile...

sian, i am using up all my vocabs and ideas...
I will end my post here...
i'll post again tmr..
cya and peaceout
i will say hi to you tommorow,
i promise!